weekend story

everytime i log here, that is time for me to write down what inside my mind, what i am thinking n planning and also what i hv done.

on last saturday, hv date with her. around 10.30, already at p'jaya and b'fast together b4 accompany her go to carwash at kl. then back to alamanda, hv lunch at cafe near bowling court. b4 that, book movie john carter show on 4.00 pm. during lunch suddenly meet 1 of her best old friend. after movie, meet her another friend + that girl which meet b4 lunch. looks like unplan reunion n there was very happening, lot of story appear among them. then after maghrib go to damansara perdana for dinner with another forum friend. to be with her is sweet moment and i feel alive. but due to personal reason, i dont think i am is a best person for her or somebody else. just back to the basic of relationship, if u like some1, u must willing to sacrifice everything u own for sake of them. huh what the hell i am typing tonight. just forget it..

on saturday hv date with hazri around 2.30 pm. long time not seen him since he hv married last year. good news, he already buy a new car since 3 weeks ago, persona high line. so we just arrive by his car, go to tesco near ikea, then wangsa walk, watching seefood then hv dinner together. actually we dont hv any specified agenda for today. personally i just want meet and talk with him, update news each other and sometimes remind again about our past story exp during degree studies. due to some reason, i dont know when i can meet him again. yeah there are different between single person n married man.

according to my studies, application for mybrain15 hv rejected. yeah i already expect at 1st place. cant denied hv a little disappointed with that but nvmind ptptn still loyal to provide their service. since i hv attend 2 class, last class assignment module ADS still in mind. not in mood to make that assignment. i dont know whats going on with me, still trying to tune my mind and soul that i am already entitled as part time students, but i dont feel that. i dont know why.. maybe i should check back the reason and objective why i do this -> further studies. still remember what hazri hv talk yesterday, industries are more prefer with people hv valued experienced rather than the cert one.

my current job, as usual, recently i feel like died and no motivate to do all the sort of thing. i found khai also looks like demotivated. why? sometimes, i think i want to jump at another place, but i dont think now is the best time. just let thing goes around.. its not mean i am not thankful been hired here but the work environments not impress me to do so..